The Perfect Party

Florida, September 16, 2024 I have been to a few…. This week I was supposed to be back in Europe with my best friend. Let’s just say for so many reasons that didn’t happen as planned. Instead, I was pulled into the orbit of a very special group of individuals. A group that, all inContinue reading “The Perfect Party”

A Large Timid Creature-Poem

[Berlin February 26//Revised March 11, 2024] I am a large timid monster, a creature of love and hope. A human of too much empathy. One whose Love never elopes. I move and writhe and work in pain. My Rage and Energy is not without disdain. My pain is Real, with rights to heal. Just likeContinue reading “A Large Timid Creature-Poem”

Unpopular Opinions-Essay

[March 24, 2024//Revised and added June 16 2024//Final draft September 3, 2024] It’s well known that all men want a mother….. that isn’t a mother in their lives, especially in a partner. That is a simple truth so many escape in some way and not other because of experience…And Vice Versa; Why is it someContinue reading “Unpopular Opinions-Essay”

Stream of Consciousness Essay.  ~Signal Flow~

August 20, 2024 [Orlando] More of this. Me…us…We…moving too quickly or too slowly to the temperature of whatever room we are supposed to be taking up. Creating charge and feedback loops of energy in our own minds when struck with a certain part of my own perception. Dictating precisely even on days when the overallContinue reading “Stream of Consciousness Essay.  ~Signal Flow~”

Poetry- “Personifying Flowers.”

[New Stream of consciousness- Journal] I used to name my flowers… Until, I learned they’d break my heart. I’d nurture every seed, and look in awe as they grew. They’d stand tall in the sun, but then I’d watch the seasons come. Steal away their petals, proud stalks withered, wintered… until spring’s work could ensue.Continue reading “Poetry- “Personifying Flowers.””

Poetry-“Command_S”

[April 2019] Save the Bees and the trees, not just the ones who make your daily fees. Save the humans in the places, When the world won’t see their faces. Cure the Beasts, make them kind…. Wake the sleeping, and the weeping; Wipe their tears, change their mind. Kill the Machine-Make it Grind- To aContinue reading “Poetry-“Command_S””

“Silence is Golden (or not…)”

Excerpt-prose/essay from “Always Around” [Nov 2011. Revised August 2022, Final Edit November 2023]   Silence, no matter its company good or bad, speaks great volumes. Its presence can mean violence, but so can the frantic nonstop expression of someone who is stuck in a void of misunderstanding and said violence. Either can mean a hurtContinue reading ““Silence is Golden (or not…)””

Excerpt Essay “Don’t Go Back To Sleep.”

From “Always Around.” Nov. 2017 [Edited Dec 2024] They’re selling the American Dream all over the world- they always have. These days it’s in a neat cute little package. Personalized to every corner and crevasse of the world. Everest is a dumpster. Paris has always been a rat shit hole, ask my cousins about it.Continue reading “Excerpt Essay “Don’t Go Back To Sleep.””