9/4/2026 Hmm Where was I…? Oh yes, The Crazy Mountain Ultra. I have not yet fully pieced together my emotions I suppose, but we should get into this regardless. It was nearly two months ago…woops. The funny thing about stream of consciousness is that…it gets interrupted whether we like it or not. Note taking theContinue reading “IF you CAN Believe it…”
Tag Archives: Existentialism
“We’ll see you Thursday…”
So as I very well mentioned- upon setting out West I was throwing many, MANY ideas at the wall. The pasta that stuck (who does that? it doesn’t work, you have to just try the pasta) without it costing too many monies, were a few good opportunities for me to drive and run. There wasContinue reading ““We’ll see you Thursday…””
Waterfalls
Where there are Glass Lakes….usually, there are Waterfalls. The hike to Morrell falls was nothing short of breathtaking, and not just because I am an asthmatic from below sea level who’s never seen a real one. For the most part my mind and body had kicked into the routine, even altitude. The laundry gets aContinue reading “Waterfalls”
“11am”
Stream of Consciousness essay. Tues Nov 5, 2024 The thoughts flow from the well like a fountain lately but none of them seem to move with any direct intention. Poetry seems to come and go, but other than that trying to pin down my thoughts are akin to trying to hold a flame in myContinue reading ““11am””
A Large Timid Creature-Poem
[Berlin February 26//Revised March 11, 2024] I am a large timid monster, a creature of love and hope. A human of too much empathy. One whose Love never elopes. I move and writhe and work in pain. My Rage and Energy is not without disdain. My pain is Real, with rights to heal. Just likeContinue reading “A Large Timid Creature-Poem”
Unpopular Opinions-Essay
[March 24, 2024//Revised and added June 16 2024//Final draft September 3, 2024] It’s well known that all men want a mother….. that isn’t a mother in their lives, especially in a partner. That is a simple truth so many escape in some way and not other because of experience…And Vice Versa; Why is it someContinue reading “Unpopular Opinions-Essay”
Stream of Consciousness Essay. ~Signal Flow~
August 20, 2024 [Orlando] More of this. Me…us…We…moving too quickly or too slowly to the temperature of whatever room we are supposed to be taking up. Creating charge and feedback loops of energy in our own minds when struck with a certain part of my own perception. Dictating precisely even on days when the overallContinue reading “Stream of Consciousness Essay. ~Signal Flow~”
Stillness
January 27, 2024 Stillness. What a concept. Something we as the modern species have no general grasp or balance at. Many stay still so long they rot in place and never live-not even in their own imagination. Others, move with such bullheaded aim at goal posts that in reality don’t even exist. BarrelingContinue reading “Stillness”
Stream of Consciousness essay: “State Your Purpose”
In writing, and philosophy especially, there is a phrase that has always nearly driven me crazy….perhaps because it felt too personal. “State your purpose.” Tell us why you’re here. What your experience offers in authenticity and originality. Why why why why. Better put “How can we sell you, and if not, what can we makeContinue reading “Stream of Consciousness essay: “State Your Purpose””
Poetry- “Personifying Flowers.”
[New Stream of consciousness- Journal] I used to name my flowers… Until, I learned they’d break my heart. I’d nurture every seed, and look in awe as they grew. They’d stand tall in the sun, but then I’d watch the seasons come. Steal away their petals, proud stalks withered, wintered… until spring’s work could ensue.Continue reading “Poetry- “Personifying Flowers.””
Always Around 