IF you CAN Believe it…

9/4/2026 Hmm Where was I…? Oh yes, The Crazy Mountain Ultra. I have not yet fully pieced together my emotions I suppose, but we should get into this regardless. It was nearly two months ago…woops. The funny thing about stream of consciousness is that…it gets interrupted whether we like it or not. Note taking theContinue reading “IF you CAN Believe it…”

“We’ll see you Thursday…”

So as I very well mentioned- upon setting out West I was throwing many, MANY ideas at the wall. The pasta that stuck (who does that? it doesn’t work, you have to just try the pasta) without it costing too many monies, were a few good opportunities for me to drive and run. There wasContinue reading ““We’ll see you Thursday…””

Waterfalls

Where there are Glass Lakes….usually, there are Waterfalls. The hike to Morrell falls was nothing short of breathtaking, and not just because I am an asthmatic from below sea level who’s never seen a real one. For the most part my mind and body had kicked into the routine, even altitude. The laundry gets aContinue reading “Waterfalls”

Get to the Fun Part

(Any of the following was written through blurred misty joyful eyes of triumph- yet again.) Shadows and whispers of another life can always be heard clearer when traveling. Maybe especially by air. The Terminal in Orlando, for me, has many memories intact that now stand behind one of those white blind walls, and two oldContinue reading “Get to the Fun Part”

Forward: Another Tuesday

As we get a bit older, or uh over thirty as it were, time seems to shift and dilate differently according to how long time has seemed to pass for us. I am not sure if it’s two years writing and still waiting for my first load of dribble to be optioned, or thinking IContinue reading “Forward: Another Tuesday”

A Large Timid Creature-Poem

[Berlin February 26//Revised March 11, 2024] I am a large timid monster, a creature of love and hope. A human of too much empathy. One whose Love never elopes. I move and writhe and work in pain. My Rage and Energy is not without disdain. My pain is Real, with rights to heal. Just likeContinue reading “A Large Timid Creature-Poem”

Unpopular Opinions-Essay

[March 24, 2024//Revised and added June 16 2024//Final draft September 3, 2024] It’s well known that all men want a mother….. that isn’t a mother in their lives, especially in a partner. That is a simple truth so many escape in some way and not other because of experience…And Vice Versa; Why is it someContinue reading “Unpopular Opinions-Essay”

Stream of Consciousness Essay.  ~Signal Flow~

August 20, 2024 [Orlando] More of this. Me…us…We…moving too quickly or too slowly to the temperature of whatever room we are supposed to be taking up. Creating charge and feedback loops of energy in our own minds when struck with a certain part of my own perception. Dictating precisely even on days when the overallContinue reading “Stream of Consciousness Essay.  ~Signal Flow~”