9/4/2026 Hmm Where was I…? Oh yes, The Crazy Mountain Ultra. I have not yet fully pieced together my emotions I suppose, but we should get into this regardless. It was nearly two months ago…woops. The funny thing about stream of consciousness is that…it gets interrupted whether we like it or not. Note taking theContinue reading “IF you CAN Believe it…”
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Forward: Another Tuesday
As we get a bit older, or uh over thirty as it were, time seems to shift and dilate differently according to how long time has seemed to pass for us. I am not sure if it’s two years writing and still waiting for my first load of dribble to be optioned, or thinking IContinue reading “Forward: Another Tuesday”
“11am”
Stream of Consciousness essay. Tues Nov 5, 2024 The thoughts flow from the well like a fountain lately but none of them seem to move with any direct intention. Poetry seems to come and go, but other than that trying to pin down my thoughts are akin to trying to hold a flame in myContinue reading ““11am””
A Large Timid Creature-Poem
[Berlin February 26//Revised March 11, 2024] I am a large timid monster, a creature of love and hope. A human of too much empathy. One whose Love never elopes. I move and writhe and work in pain. My Rage and Energy is not without disdain. My pain is Real, with rights to heal. Just likeContinue reading “A Large Timid Creature-Poem”
Unpopular Opinions-Essay
[March 24, 2024//Revised and added June 16 2024//Final draft September 3, 2024] It’s well known that all men want a mother….. that isn’t a mother in their lives, especially in a partner. That is a simple truth so many escape in some way and not other because of experience…And Vice Versa; Why is it someContinue reading “Unpopular Opinions-Essay”
“Silence is Golden (or not…)”
Excerpt-prose/essay from “Always Around” [Nov 2011. Revised August 2022, Final Edit November 2023] Silence, no matter its company good or bad, speaks great volumes. Its presence can mean violence, but so can the frantic nonstop expression of someone who is stuck in a void of misunderstanding and said violence. Either can mean a hurtContinue reading ““Silence is Golden (or not…)””
Excerpt Essay “Don’t Go Back To Sleep.”
From “Always Around.” Nov. 2017 [Edited Dec 2024] They’re selling the American Dream all over the world- they always have. These days it’s in a neat cute little package. Personalized to every corner and crevasse of the world. Everest is a dumpster. Paris has always been a rat shit hole, ask my cousins about it.Continue reading “Excerpt Essay “Don’t Go Back To Sleep.””
Always Around 